"Ngingumkhawulo," kusho uTess Holliday ekhasini lakhe ku-Instagram. Imodeli enemibala kanye nobukhulu obunabelwa abalandeli ukucabangela kobubele kanye nezinkinga ezihlobene nokuhlanganisa umsebenzi nokukhulisa izingane. U-Tess oneminyaka engu-31 ubudala unomntwana wokuqala, uRiley oneminyaka engu-11 ubudala, futhi ezinyangeni ezingu-8 ezedlule wabeletha indodana kaBuyie, "owaguqula umhlaba owaziwayo".
I-Tess isikhathi eside ihlangene ngokucophelela ukunakekelwa ngempumelelo kwezinsana nezithombe zefashini, kepha isikhathi esibuhlungu kakhulu kubo bonke abantwana beza, Bowie waqala ukusika amazinyo okuqala. Umodeli awutholi ukulala ngokwanele nokukhononda ngokuqina nokhathala okuqhubekayo:
Namuhla angilali u-3 ekuseni noma ebusuku? Ngenxa yokuthi uBieie ulele ubuthongo obunzima, uvuka njalo ngimfaka esitokisini. Amazinyo akhe aqoshiwe futhi akukhathaleli ukuthi unina unosuku olulodwa olusebenzayo lwamahora angu-15 kusasa. Ngizama ukungaphumeleli, ngiyiphuza ikhofi yami engiyintandokazi futhi ngipende izindebe zami nge-lipstick ebomvu elikhanyayo, kodwa lokhu konke ngenxa yokumamatheka kwengane nabathandekayo, eqinisweni, ngikhathele kakhulu futhi namuhla konke akunjalo. Ngingumkhawulo.
Ngingumkhawulo ...
Isibonelo sathinta isihloko esibaluleke kakhulu, esiseduze nomuntu wesifazane ngamunye, ngakho ukuvezwa kukaTess Holliday kwabangele ukuphawula namazwi amaningi asekela.
Manje ngibhala futhi ngikhala, angikwazi ukuzisiza mina, lihlala amahora amabili. Ukuthembeka, ngisemkhawulweni wamandla ami namakhono. Ukuzalwa kwengane kwakuyisivivinyo esingathí sina kimi futhi manje ngibone ukuthi kungani ngicindezelwe kakhulu. Ngithola ingcindezi enkulu yangaphakathi kusuka ekufakweni njalo futhi yonke indawo ukubheka okuhle - kunzima. Ngine-hormone, ukuncelisa i-bowie, ukungabi nokulala, izikhwama ngaphansi kwamehlo okukhathala, isikhumba sombuso nomzimba onamabala abomvu nokubuthakathaka okungajwayelekile. Angikwazi ukuzondla ukuba ngiphume embhedeni, abanye besifazane babhekana kanjani nakho?
U-Tess Holliday akakwazi ukubamba izinyembezi
UTess Holliday nendodana yakhe uBuyie
Funda futhi- I-Tess Holiday idinga ukukhiqizwa kwekhwalithi yekhwalithi yekhwalithi!
- I-Tess Holiday ihalalisele ngokwayo ngosuku lomkhosi ngokushicilela ku-Instagram
- Amamodeli amancane
On the Instagram model wasayina abangaphezu kwezigidi ababhalisile, ngakho umbuzo wathinta wonke umuntu obhekene ukukhathala futhi ezikhathazayo abazali ukukhathazeka.
Ngiyaqonda ukuthi ngakhetha ngokuzikhethela umsebenzi odinga ukulawula njalo phezu kokubukeka futhi ngizama ukufanisa isithombe esenziwe. Ukufisa ukuhle nokuhleleka kuyangishukumisela, kodwa lokhu akuyona into esemqoka! Ngami, ukusebenza embonini yobuhle, kubalulekile ukuthola ukulinganisela phakathi kobubele nokuphishekela ubuhle. Ingabe umuntu ukuthethelela okubi, uma ukhathele, angatholi ukulala ngokwanele ngenxa yengane, futhi ufuna ukufihla, ukukhala? Ngaphandle ... Ngithemba ukuthi ngokuhamba kwesikhathi okuthile kuzoshintsha emphakathini futhi abantu bazoyeka ukubuka abantu abanjengami, njengomama ababi. Sizama ukugcina izinkinga zethu kithi kanye nakho konke kubi, kunzima.